I Didn't Love You Anyway

There she goes again
Sweeter than, sweeter than rain
Back on my own again
Leaving no reason to stay

What if I never heal
Never touch, never feel
Something real
Guess that's what I get
There she goes again
On my own again

Darling, it's okay
I don't love you anyway
I don't miss you every day
Didn't love you anyway

Smell your cardigan
Soaked in the tears I don't cry
In my car again
Back down the roads we don't drive

What if I never heal
Never touch, never feel
Something real
Guess that's what I get
Can't let you see me sad
So I play that role again

Darling, it's okay
I don't love you anyway
I don't miss you every day
Didn't love you anyway

I'm a shell
Of myself
I'm not alright, but I'm wishing you well
I'm on fire
I'm in hell
But just know that I'm wishing you well
Anyway
Anyway

There she goes again
Sweeter than, sweeter than rain