Just a Fan

Please understand
I'm just a fan and God it sounds bad
When I put it like that
Reach in my chest and do your best to locate a heart
In this pitiful mess
Lettering in bold on a blood-stained note
I'm just a lonely soul
Everybody knows when you suck it shows
And that's just how it goes
But I'm lucky to be here cause I know
It's good that we fit just like we should
I guess that I'm the suffering kind
Scaring away anyone who might find one rotten piece
Not often seen, locked in a van an unable to scream

Lettering in bold on a blood-stained note
My love is not a joke
Everybody knows when you suck it shows
And that's just how it goes
But I'm lucky to be here cause I know
It's good that we fit just like we should