Heart Is a Debt

It feels a lot
Like saying goodbye
Don't draw it out
Love it's bleeding me dry

Last month I spent
A week with my heart in New York
In LA it changed, you feel so much further
Than ever before

I watched the lines all blur and fall between
The places that I thought I'd wanna be
With you, it changed in me

And every day I'm wanting more and more
My heart's a debt that you cannot afford
To leave, would that be worse

It feels a lot like anxiety rising
You said it at the start, still I find it surprising

I talk of faith, my faith's insecure
I give you everything, I'm just asking for her

I watched the lines all blur and fall between
The places that I thought I'd wanna be
With you, it changed in me

And every day I'm wanting more and more
My heart's a debt that you cannot afford
To leave, would that be worse

And all I know is it's not nothing
It feels a lot like this could be something
It feels a lot all the time
All the time