Colourblind

I can't fucking do this, hahaha
I suck!

I tried coloring you, changing your hue
To inspire something all new that I couldn't do

Now all I paint is gray skies
A rainbow washed in turpentine
It left me in black and white
I wasn't always colorblind

I'm not saying I love you, I just mean
Maybe grass on your side really was green
And I came in with a fire burning red
And I turned your meadow yellow instead
I'm not saying I miss you, I just think
I have dreams where I kiss you and it's pink
And I wake up in a room full of blue
And I remember how violet looked on you

Tone down how I preferred every word
And wash out all that you were, lines that I blurred

Now all I paint is gray skies
A rainbow washed in turpentine
It left me in black and white
I wasn't always colorblind

I'm not saying I love you, I just mean
Maybe grass on your side really was green
And I came in with a fire burning red
And I turned your meadow yellow instead
I'm not saying I miss you, I just think
I have dreams where I kiss you and it's pink
And I wake up in a room full of blue
And I remember how violet looked on you

Oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh
Ooh, woah
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I can't think of anything else
I have like four notes in my brain and that's it
This sucks (this sucks)
I can't do anything else

I'm not saying I love you, I just mean
Maybe grass on your side really was green
And I came in with a fire burning red
And I turned your meadow yellow instead
I'm not saying I miss you, I just think
I have dreams where I kiss you and it's pink
And I wake up in a room full of blue
And I remember how violet looked on you