Transfixed

Unwanted simulation, perpetual visions
Total transgression of any will
Just the background entity…

Transfixed in transfusion chamber
Clenching fists 'cause another turn is coming
Strangling...trembling...
Another turn when lids screwed up
Still allow to see in spite of command
Another turn when deadly sweat
Deafens faint roar in liquid's silence

…transfixed in transfusion chamber…

Closed in chamber of million glimpses
Blasting pictures imprinted on rejecting mind
Visions transfused from plastic phial
(gnashing...)
Kicking as fetus against the tightened womb
Hopeless fight with automated reader
It pays no attention to your shaking head

Unwanted simulation, perpetual visions
Total transgression of any will
Just the background entity