Lucky Me

Ah, it’s crumbling
A familiar plague is rumbling
Wiping out that light
Demanding a sacrifice
Alright

Ah, it’s beautiful
And utterly cruel
For beacons such as you
I’ll get swallowed by that boundless darkness too

Like a rollercoaster that never ends
I keep thinking it’ll crash
But the tracks just bend

Ah, here we go again
Here we go again

I'm falling
I'm rising
I'm clinging
I'm dying
I'm, oh

Everything’s all twisted up
Where does virtue end and depravity start?
It’s so enthralling I can’t help but laugh

Lucky me
Another tragedy
To propel blind faith into my sanity

I’ll happily
Indulge catastrophe
Until that vile despair’s crushed and the true hope shines

Use me
Abuse me
Reduce me
And venture forwards ‘till weakness
And death become meaningless
Step on me ‘till you see that hope will triumph everything
That’s what I’ve always believed

Yep
I really am lucky

Ah, it’s trickling
The poison’s sent is thickening
Melting the stars away
‘Till that hopeful light decays

So? This is destiny
It’s heavenly
All this death just proves you’re worthy
See?

So let’s rise again
Let’s fight again
Let’s fail again
Then die again

Lucky me
Another tragedy
To brutally dissect that vanity

I’ll happily
Indulge catastrophe
Until that vile despair’s crushed and the true hope shines

Hate me
Berate me
Elate me
With more suspense ‘till madness
And regrets become meaningless
Step on me
As you please
Humble worthless trash like me
And fulfill my horizonless dream

All locked and loaded
Such is my fervent devotion
Since weakness, death, madness, regrets
They’re just like my life meaningless

Repeating that distorted mantra over and over as I turn another tragic page
I realize nothing here is real
Not those resolute ideals
Nor those blissfully, happy times
Nor the hope I thought I’d find

Like a rollercoaster that never ends
I keep wishing it’ll crash
But the tracks just bend

Ah, here we go again
Here we go again

You’re useless
You’re worthless
How hopeless
I’ll end this
I’ll- oh

Everything’s blowing up
Where does malice end and benevolence start?
It’s so atrocious I can’t help but laugh

Unlucky me
All of this suffering
As the putrid truth tramples my futile dreams
I’ll forcefully
Create catastrophe
Until my vile’s despair crushed and I finally die

Lucky me
Our tattered destinies
Have started harmonizing ruthlessly

I’ll happily
Take you all down with me
Until our vile despair’s crushed and the true hope finally shines

Praise me
Repay me
Hail me for my sacrifice

This emptiness
This pain
It’s all meaningless

Poison me
Then you’ll see that hope will vanquish everything
That’s all I have left to believe

Yep
My limits are breaking
That pure light is fading
It’s too late to save me

Lucky me