Loathe

Choking on the dirt that I’ve been force fed
The population is bleeding me dry
Swallow my pride as I watch the Moon light
Seep into my pores I only fear the end

It happens over and over again
Separation it fucks with my head
Bullshit, I am constantly fed
Auto phobia I wish I was dead

Fuck

I try to hide the shame away
On the edge of the precipice
Never to see the light of day
Cursed to be a nihilist

Endless pits of fucking madness
And I’m so afraid, the spiraling entity stuck in my brain
Crafted an outward persona
Threatening to tear me apart

Hopeless I can never escape
It’s out of my hands
Not even screams can break this silence

Choking on the dirt that I’ve been force fed
The population is bleeding me dry
Swallow my pride as I watch the Moon light
Seep into my pores I only fear the end

It happens over and over again
Separation it fucks with my head
Bullshit, I am constantly fed
Auto phobia I wish I was dead

Helpless against the ever growing darkness
Hopeless I can never escape
It’s out of my hands
Not even screams can break this silence

I can’t stand myself

I try to hide the shame away
On the edge of the precipice
Never to see the light of day
Cursed to be a nihilist