Lonely

I've been watching my back outside my house
'Cause I never know when you'll come around
Thought I ran into you near that liquor store
But I don't know anymore, I'm not keeping score
I've been praying for a minute, but it's not enough
Treating my words like a loaded gun
Got my mouth sealed shut
'Cause I never know what I'll say that might just hurt someone
So I keep my hands around my neck
Make sure that I hold my breath
Keep the worlds between my teeth
Feelin' like I'm on my knees
Fighting you was half the war
I'm sorry that I wasn't more
But honest I don't really care
I'm glad you're not here anymore

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you

I know you're lonеly
But you don't own me
Why don't you show me
That you can stand on your own
Becausе I'm dying
And I've been trying
Just to say I could
Just tell me am I trying hard enough?
'Cause you're crushing my soul down with your thumb
Spent two years blind, God damn, time flies
Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough?

We're falling apart
Don't you see it? Don't you see it, too?
I'm talking to walls
I'm not breathing, I'm not breathing, no
We're falling apart
Don't you see it? Don't you see it, too?
I'm talking to walls
I'm not breathing, I'm not breathing, no

Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you

I know you're lonely
But you don't own me
Why don't you show me
That you can stand on your own
Because I'm dying
And I've been trying
Just to say I could
Just tell me am I trying hard enough?
'Cause you're crushing my soul down with your thumb
Spent two years blind, God damn, time flies
Tell me, do you think that you got loud enough?