Toxins

I inhaled your toxins, lungs are rotten
You left me here to die
You found then lost me
Lost then found me, again from time to time

And you said you'll be my rock
Turned to some sand
Now the grave is where I fall
Right through your hands

This fantasy love that I dream about ain't real
I can't seem to trust 'cause these scars ain't healed
I see her silhouette on my walls linger round, this shit exhausting
Forehead dripping sweat to my mouth, tongue is out, this shit salty

I'm feeling 'em chills run around, room is cold, feel it all on my body
I'm looking for heat, I'm looking for love, I'm lookin' for someone to love me
I deserve someone who's 10 toes down
She stand out from the crowd

I'll be damned if I found her
I desire to happy to be happy now
Don't know how
But I'll smile through the storm till the calm
I inhaled your toxins, lungs are rotten

You left me here to die
You found then lost me
Lost then found me again from time to time
And you said you'll be my rock
Turned to some sand

Now the grave is where I fall
Right through your hands
This fantasy love that I dream about ain't real
I can't seem to trust 'cause these scars ain't healed