Hurt Shit

I'm a bad bitch, I'm a savage I'm whatever helps me get through this hurt shit
I fall never, for whatever, I just gotta keep it to-fucking-gether
Since you went away, I got one on the phone and one on the way
Just another day of the toxic shit and the games you play

I gotta keep my composure, I gotta keep control
One foot up out the bed, but I got two already fro
'Cause the smoke won't clear, and losing you is the biggest fail
The night you left, I fell, I lost
Two words been said, I paid the cost
If I did, I did it to myself
No, I'm lying, y'all, I really need some help
I'll be lying if I say I wish you well, I'll do anything to get out this hell

I'm a bad bitch, I'm a savage, I'm whatever helps me get through this hurt shit
It's whatever, I fall never, I just gotta keep it to-fucking-gether
Since you went away, I got one on the phone and one on the way
Just another day of the toxic shit and the games you play

N-D-E-P-E-N-D-E-N-T, he say I'm too independent but I'm just being me
My watch, it don't tick-tock, 'cause my time ain't free
How I'm 'posed to keep you speed dial when I got 'em chasin' me?
I be ridin' 'round like Usher got me claiming my boo
Next day I'm like Yo Gotti, I be screamin': Fuck you
Why I gotta say the word for you to know what I'm about?
Do you need it not to rain to know it's gonna be a drought?

I'm a bad bitch, I'm a savage, I'm whatever helps me get through this hurt shit
I fall never, for whatever, I just gotta keep it to-fucking-gether
Since you went away, I got one on the phone and one on the way
Just another day of the toxic shit and the games you play

I need you here, come home tonight, don't want no smoke, just make it right
I been tryna do it different, can't you tell? I'll do anything to get out this hell

I'm a bad bitch, I'm a savage, I'm whatever helps me get through this hurt shit
It's whatever, I fall never, I just gotta keep it to-fucking-gether
Since you went away, I got one on the phone and one on the way
Just another day of the toxic shit and the games you play