Disquiet

The World is so full
Of hurt and confusion
Have I made the right choices?
Are these thoughts just delusions?
In my heart I thought I knew
But every day I rethink things through
When will I know?

Am I supposed to be the man I am?
Or someone else according to a plan?
The hardest part is I will never know
This is the direction I chose to go
There comes a time when one must look inward
And ask themselves who they truly are
Only then

Can you find solace
I must make the most of all of this
Because I owe it to
The ones I love and miss
If I keep questioning my life
I will be a disappointment till the end of time
You said it would be okay (I)

Four years of living lost
It’s so hard to believe
When everyday always feels the same (ii)
(Are these thoughts just delusions?)
In this dim lit place

(I need to find the solution)
When will these chains let me go?
In my dreams I can see an exit sign
And I’m never coming back again (iii)

(I - Humility
Ii - Lost
Iii - Fear)