I Can't Seem To Get You Off My Mind

I don’t want to wake up safe and sound
I’ve got a million ghosts they follow me around
Cause it’s safe to say that I hate this town
And everyone that I see they act like fucking clowns

Well damn I lost my mind
Holding on to something I couldn’t keep alive
Lights in my eyes died
Staring at what was never truly mine

It’s black and white for the millionth time
The colors stripped with the lies
I’ll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
I swear I tried but you ruined my mind
The trust was pushed to the side
We couldn’t rebuild the broken ties

Pretty eyes
How they always hypnotize
I can’t take it anymore
I'm holding on to what’s left of my pride
And I
Don’t want to fight
But I can’t seem to get you off my mind

Here we go again
I know you’ve had it my friends
I crashed my car through the fence
You know I'm wanting to feel alive
It’s you and I
Till the day that I die
I hope that day is tonight
Cause I can’t take anymore
I tried
I can’t take anymore I tried

I'm no kid in the limelight
I'm more like a deer in the headlights love
Already been hit to the curbside
Lost so much blood but I'm alright now
And I don’t care if it feels like
Razors in my thighs
Soul’s been damned like wow
Hope that one day I can make it out and tell you bout the love I found

Here we go I take the pain like a man
Bite my tongue till I can’t
I do it all just to feel alive
And where’d you go
When I just needed a friend
Said you would wait till the end
But you couldn’t even stay the night