Ordinary Life

I can't switch off at midnight
Don't wanna turn off my light
'Cause I overthink all little things

Can't stop hearing this voice
Telling me I've got no choice
'Cause I don't believe all the things it says

I spend my day
Trying not to worry it away

I wish I could love my body, my mind
Wake up and see myself from someone else's eyes
I wish I could heal these scars that I hide
I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life
And everything would be fine

Got no cure for anxiety
I don't fit in with society
'Cause I've never known a perfеct world, mm

I fear I've lost all emotion
I'm onе small drop in an ocean
'Cause those who once loved me have thrown me away

I still spend my day
Trying not to worry it away

I wish I could love my body, my mind
Wake up and see myself from someone else's eyes
I wish I could heal these scars that I hide
I wish I could wake up to an ordinary life

And maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I'm fine
I might be okay without an ordinary life