I'm Still Breathing

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were so beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life!
Destroy your life!!

I’ve been going crazy
Going through some problems
Nothing helps me anymore I can’t solve them
You were all the reason I could find to face them
Now that you’re dead the xannies make me faceless

Beat me
Tear me down to pieces
I’m not worth it!

Let me drown in my own blood
Until I’m livid!

I can see them watching, watch me close the curtains!
Say goodbye to all the sh*t that made me worth shit!
If you say that this is only for the better
Why the fuck do I feel worse than I have ever?!

If you wanna know how I’ve been
I’m still breathing!!
It’s the only way to know my heart’s still beating!!!

I still hate my life!
No, I’m not alright!
No, it won’t be fine!

If this takes my life
These pills and flashing lights!
It’ll all be fine!

Cause you were so beautiful!
Like something made of miracles!
Take the breath right out of both my lungs!!
Ripped to pieces; what we were both known to be

If it hurts then let it end your life!
Let it end tonight!
Let it end tonight!!

If it hurts then let it suck you dry!
Destroy your life!
Destroy your life!!