Spiderman

I bet if we kissed it wouldn’t be bad
And I bet my hand fits right in your hand
And we could share popcorn at the movies
Watch the brand new Spider-Man
Argue about Tom versus Andrew
Over FaceTime till 3 am

But here
I go again
Safer to dream
Through a screen in my bed

'Cause I always want what I can’t have
I think that you’re perfection, oh my bad
You’re probably a projection of who I want you to be
And what does it mean about me
If in the minute that you say yes
That’s the same minute I second guess
Like I'm skin and bones with nothing in between
I guess being in love is not for me
Is not for me

I bet in two months we would be done
It would two weeks of tears for a minute of fun
You’d say there’s nothing in the center of my balled up rubber band
I’d say there’s nothing in your shoes except a boy playing a man

But here
I go again
Already over
Before it begins

'Cause I always want what I can't have
I think that you're perfection, oh, my bad
You're probably a projection of who I want you to be
And what does it say about me
If in the minute that you say, Yes
That's the same minute I second guess
Like I'm skin and bones with nothing in between
I guess bein' in love is not for me
Is not for me
Is not for me

It's not for me