I'm not ready

I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
I said you one in a million and I feel it when they're closed
I said you one in a million and I need you by my side
But I'm not ready, no I'm not ready

No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
It's best you stay away from me
Oh, I'm not ready
Cause I'm not ready
No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
It's just best you stay away from me
Oh, I'm not ready
Cause I'm not ready

I'm not ready to picture you getting ready and
Losing weight for the wedding that you dreamed of
When I'm not sure I'm ready to receive love
I grew up with my parents in two separate houses
I used to always have two Christmases but now I'm finding
That it's bigger then that
I always overlooked it growing up
And now it's hard to even picture
All my kids coming from one
Women that I love and that's not your fault
I don't know if it's cause my past or am I talking out my
Ass, 'cause I had a glass of that shit I said I'd never drink
But it's 12:30 in the morning and it help me speak
About the things that's heavy on my heart
I know he'll understand
One day I'll never need this poison to help me be a man
And say what's on my mind
Disregarding whoever in the room
I hate recording with all deez people
Please clear the room so I can see
Eye to eye with just me
How ima find myself with all these niggas watching me?

But still I always said you
One in a million and I see it with my eyes (I see it, I always see it)
I said you one in a million and I feel it when they'rre closed
I said you one in a million and I need you by my side
But I'm not ready, no I'm not ready

No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
It's best you stay away from me
Oh, I'm not ready
'Cause I'm not ready
No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
It's just best you stay away from me
Oh, I'm not ready
'Cause I'm not ready

Most call it meeting the right one at the wrong time
Maybe got the right shape but the wrong mind
I believe everything's on time
I believe everything happens for a reason
Regardless of the religion you believe in
Know this or know nothing

Yeah, uh, yeah

I said one in a million and I see it with my eyes
Yeah, I said you one in a million and I feel it when they're closed
I, I you one in a... I'm sorry
But I'm not ready, I'm not ready

No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
It's best you stay away from me
I'm not ready
I'm not ready
No I'm not asking you to wait for me, wait for me
It's just best you stay away from me
I'm not ready
I'm not ready, I'm not ready

Bro, I done called you thirty fuckin' times
Are you serious right now?
I swear I 'bout to lose the one
I swear I thought we's gonna be in love forever
Now you just got me fucked up, like are you serious?
Man I swear, sometimes you really act like yo' daddy
I'm tired of you
Hm, a'right