The Headache

How many times can I ask you to forget
All of the lies that I tell to myself?

The headache. The heartache
That I gave to myself
Trying to be like You without Your help

How many times can I ask you to give
Mercy for my mind
Honey for my lips

How many times can you forgive?
Ive thrown enough stones to make a mountain all of my own
But I can’t seem to throw this one into the sea