The Only Heaven You'll Know

You want to hold me
Pull me in and suffocate my cries
You seek to know me
And get inside my mind
You think I'm blind
But after dawn
You come alive
Stuck in my head, you play me like a song
Your appetite
Never enough to fill your hollow soul
Won't let it die
Hell is the only heaven you will know

I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving, leaving

A blinding light
Casting shadows over your dishonest face
Relive the times
I'd reach out to you hoping for your whole embrace
But your hollow form escapes
It runs away
Into the night

Sick of your cryptic games
I know you're wrong
But I'm never right
Let me know what you choose when you decide
'Cause I'm terrified
Truth is just too cruel
I'd rather hear you lie

I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving, leaving

You want to hold me
No, I don't need nobody in my life
You seek to know me
And get inside my mind
You think I'm blind

I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving

I can barely breathe
When you're near me
Struggling to speak
What I'm feeling
Losing every last
Little part of me
Fearing nothing more
Than you leaving, leaving