Reaching Heaven By Violence

Among the scum and slime
I'm scabbed and filthy
Hard to recognize
I'm faded skating down the street
To meet up with the hollow eyes
I can't escape it I been raped and used up
Strung out tossed aside
I lost my soul
I made a hole
Now it's my only place to hide

Reaching heaven
(And when you sleep)
Shot from hell
(You cannot dream)
And if I died it's just as well
(This waking world)
I'm in heaven
(And when you sleep)
High as hell
(You cannot dream)
If I died
(This waking world)
It's just as well

I made a pact
I got spit back up from gods stomach
Bathroom floor
I spat a curse
I begged for mercy
Uncle, uncle
Please no more
I'll zero sum
The empty hum
I throw myself
Into the void
I want to rest
But its just suffering
For now forevermore

I'm in heaven
(And when you sleep)
High as hell
(You cannot dream)
If I died
(This waking world)
It's just as well
Reaching heaven
(And when you sleep)
Shot from hell
(You cannot dream)
And if I died it's just as well

Don't force it
It's gone
Just force it
You're gone

Under rock and dirt and swollen molten mother earth
I'll cut it out
I'll shove it in
I'll cover up my cardinal sin

Make room for the fire
Make room for the fire