Hopeless Romantic

One day when the sky was blue
Sittin' by the lilacs hide the truth
For I had not yet been a part of you
I have never understood why I was drawn to
Chaos pain and all these tissues
Riddled with the tears that I'd pursue
This isn't right, it's not my fight
It's not my issue, draw the line
I shouldn't miss you, shouldn't cry
But why do I? Romanticize believe the lies
Believe that you were thinking twice
This is the story of my life, I'll say goodbye

Don't hurt me baby, you can take my soul
I've got mountains and fountains all filled with gold (all filled with gold)
Don't hurt me baby, you could have it all
I don't want nothin'
Just wonderin' why you won't fall

I'm a hopeless romantic (oh, I, I, I)
Know you can't stand it (when I call your line)
I'm a broken vedantic (I like it when you cry)
I'm so fucked up inside
I'm all fucked up inside

I know you said no
Wouldn't want to leave it on a bad note
I just want to say that I'm addicted to your eyerolls
I know, you don't want to make it philosophical
An obstacle for me to overcome
And chronologically finding out solutions
And coming to fake conclusions, illusions
I put my mental devil making delusions
But I love it, I have it
On my bucket list, I trust it
Above it, I know I'm at the summit on my budget
And evidently I'm at peace when you leave
Familiarity is present when I seek out the situations I forsee in movies
I keep going in circles, a slave to the stream
I can't seem to escape
I keep scratching the seams of the surface of lace
The feels and debris, repulsive, impulsive
My thoughts are not free
Repulsive is close to how I see me

Don't hurt me baby, you can take my soul
I've got mountains and fountains all filled with gold (all filled with gold)
Don't hurt me baby, you could have it all
I don't want nothin'
Just wonderin' why you won't fall

I'm a hopeless romantic (oh, I, I, I)
Know you can't stand it (when I call your line)
I'm a broken vedantic (I like it when you cry)
I'm so fucked up inside
I'm all fucked up inside

Woah, oh, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh, oh
Woah, oh, oh, oh