Could Be Fun

What did you just say?
I like a boy

How could you like my personality?
Can you not read through toxicity?
I wanna hold you tight
But the guilt is on

I can't see what you're envisioning
But I'm starting to feel a different side of me
Using all my strength now not to run
Finding out what you're talking about
Could be fun
Finding out what you're talking about
Could be fun

Went all in tonight, did I fuck it up?
He keeps calling
And I keep hanging up
Tryna play it cool, but the jig is up

Finding out what you're talking about
Could be fun
Finding out what you're talking about
Could be fun

Been running from you since I was seventeen
Could have probably used the extra therapy
But now you're here
And I don't wanna give it up

Gluing my feet down
Put my hands in cuffs
My heart's racing now
Suck in fear and doubt
Tryna catch myself
Tryna catch myself

Went all in tonight, did I fuck it up?
He keeps calling
And I keep hanging up
Tryna play it cool, but the jig is up

Cause finding out what you're talking about
Could be fun
And maybe I'm more than just a bit of fun